my feelings 26/3

2day after skul, my mum come fetch my brother and me...
2day got 2 tuition....still think tat can go back oioi a while...
manatau mammy wan go dad's office orh...so we oso follow d lo..
hmm...go there 5d eat lur, cuz quite hungry...
then i ask my mum whether can go d camp or not...
mammy said wan go can, ur 2 go 2gether...hehez
can go d...so happy...then i tell my mum about tat place...
wat interesting thing there...wat fun game there...hahaz
my mum said she oso wan go...ask my dad fetch pulak...

after tat, my dad's office finally can on9 d...
so i on9 a while...c blog...
c someone blog...i c jor so sad and touching...
cuz i got same feel wif her b4...
still rmb tat form 3 or form 4, all my frenz anti me...
do something bad there...
i so sad..i duno wat to do...
i rmb i cry jor a few days and scare to talk to them...
duno how to communicate wif them anymore...

cuz tat time i scare and dun wan to lose any frenz..
maybe tat time i think tat frenz is d most important for me..
if no fren, i oso duno how...
so tat, i try my best to do wat they wan...wat they wan me to change...
finally, i change jor...

then, start got alot frenz will chat wif me d..
i really happy...
but i know tat after i change wat they wan a while....
i change back same d....
till now? i duno i still got or not....
but i think i would not so care wat they said behind me or wat..
cuz we hv our life here, not to said other ppl bad thing and gossip...
or keep care wat our frenz do wat make us sad...
make us dun wan frenz wif them...or wat....

we nid to c in front...still got a long road we nid to walk...
we still will make other frenz in future...
maybe all d frenz oso can't really belif...
but at least u do urself wat u wan to do...
u happy wat u do....walk wif ur heart....
your life will be more beautiful~

our lifes not very long oso not very short...
maybe 2molo 1 of our frenz will not accompany me or not here d...
every1 sure will face tis all thing....
so we nid to value now...be happy always...

ling ah, muz be brave orh~

lui cut hair jor 24/3

cut hair jor~

miss u~

luilui

cut hair jor...
still ok right? ^^

ytd start skul jor...
really sien...
y?
holidays finish jor..SIEN
wan start go skul again...SIEN
wan wear uniform jor...SIEN
wan c some i hate d teacher...SIEN
wan do homework again...SIEN
wan everyday keep stay back at skul for kelas tambahan...SIEN
wan parents keep fetch me go, back from skul and tt...SIEN (always kena marah)
wan exam d...==
wan spm jor....duno how....

when class POL, we juz blablabla behind there...hahaz...
a gang there..
hui ling keep said 'ham' thing...duno learn from whr oso..omg
but we oso got talk some joke and secret thing la....hahaz...
quite happy but i not really laugh at all....

after class POL, got chinese society camp...
but juz some "ant" come nia....all absent??
wat for absent? wat their reason??
already said tat wanna meeting 2day but still act like nothing...
actually i oso duno 2day got d...but i tell my mum said late half hour come...^^
anyways, wat for to join n still wan be such of a commitee...
some department 1 ppl oso din attend...
wanna settle all d thing by 2day oso can't....
all department still delay all the barget....
some still act nothing, nothing, nothing....==
pls cooperate n hv teamwork la...
i really hope tis camp can organize successfully...
n i know....if tis camp success, i am d last time to go camp d....T.T

lemon, paiseh la...4got ur birthday jor...
2day tisu said i juz know...
cuz change hp d...all detail hilang jor..
but late birthday wishes here...
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u~
happy birthday to lemon, happy birthday to u~
wish all ur dreamz come true and all the best orh~

a few days din really on9 and on skype d...
some ppl i din find them tis few days...
quite miss them...
cuz they all always hear me 'fa lao tao' d...
miss ur so much~ of course 'u' oso^^
muacks...

miss 19/3

i always here

peace

luilui

miss you

went tarc

dada & luilui

i nid u always beside me

ytd went mam mam wif yun, szu and hong at bt...
after tat, go pasar malam a while lur~
saw katherine there...hehez..leng lui neh..
then we go play badminton d..juz we 4 ppl go play only..
so we keep play n really tired...

2day know tat our member go ATC d...
hope they can pass those few days and their exam..
wau...tis time ATC i lend them alot thing...
4 t-shirts, pants, sleeping bag and black shoes oso...lol
my new shoes...==
hmm...cuz i duno tat girl oso...

tis few days din update my blog...duno wanna write about wat oso..
tat day went tarc open day, saw alot ppl there...
we try ask n understand wat d rules nid to follow in our interesting subject..
i think for me hard to reach d target....muz hardworking jor lur~

boring 13/3

11/3 nite after tt, i went my grandmother's house...
cuz after CNY, i oso din go there anymore..
went there, they all said..ah ling ah, hundred years no c u liao leh..
hahaz..quite happy cuz ppl miss me..
find fen lur, tell her about my things...
share share wif her...
i oso mam mam my grandmother's cook d holiao~
so delicious...i love to eat my grandmother's cook d dishes...
when nite, chat wif u lur..
got tell u about my feel ah...hehez...relax jor..

ytd wake up early in d morning about 4 something...
then can't asleep d...so daze till 6 something..
then suddenly my stomach not feeling well...
maybe eat too holiao ytd....then my stomach pain come back again....
so i tell them said tat i can't attend activity...
sms them, they din reply me d...==
oso got sms tell other about i can't attend and settle something la..

hmm, then lying on chair at living room..
but i know my brain is running..juz i close eye nia..
till 8 something only back my room continue oioi...
till 11 something baru wake up....better than tis morning la...

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go eat bah kut teh tis morning....
then go kl (ji chiong gai) wif my aunt them....
go do something lur....then back d...
so early back...miss you...

2molo going tarc...hope i can hv fun wif them la..
cuz i never go out wif them..hahaz..

juz now i juz know tat ytd activity alot ppl din attend..
feel so sorry to them...alot ppl? i duno izit commitee or member la..
so sorry...

a happy day 11/3

tis few days din update my blog..paiseh ya...
hmmm....know y? cuz nothing happen lur...

but 2day know tat my frezn they seen like got some problem..
but they oso keep in their heart and din said it out...
of course i know tat feel, but c they all....haiz....

but ytd b4 ytd, i heard good news..finally they --- d...sure i happy la..
happy is cuz they --- jor but he sure very sad there la...
cuz tis, he no confident on love d...dun believe love anymore...
but anyways, i will stay beside u...show love to u...i confident to you and myself...
u can't give up orh...but all things oso depent how u think it...

tis few days, we talk fon very happy...long time din so relax and happy d...
hope keep like tis everyday till the end~
i oso know tat u very clever...know do alot things...
know cook very well...u r oso a creative person...haha...know do many things for ur xx...
a perfect person....hahaz....

start from now, i will concentrate on my studies d...
cuz spm coming near and near...
i hope i can stay outside when study college..
of course i am good girl....listen wan my family said...
but start from now i wan show them tat i am good girl, filial girl, mature thinking girl...
let them can reassurance next time...hehez
so now, wan study study study....

sunday..at home 8/3

peace

luilui

pinky

at car

2day morning go eat bah kut teh...then go my new house there cc...
c alot plants...vegetables behind my house there...
so i take some picture there...play there..

know tat 2day got blood donation at A3on..but my family they din go lur...
hmm, but i hope to go there d...

after half hour, then back d...go shopping...sweep goods...hahaz
then back home watch movie and do homework till now...SIEN

miss u 7/3

luilui's skul lif3

best frenzzz...

b4 oioi..

luilui miss u orh...

tis juz took tis few days only...look unlike me? hahaz...
tis few days din so moody d...happy always...
but oso got some ppl do their work and i not agree wif them...
they juz do themselves...din ask or think other ppl opinion....
do without consider in depth...

others, i saw some commitee of tis camp do their job very well...
but some.......
hmm, i oso disagree something la..but i din said out~
really hope tis camp will do it successfully...

miss you...^^

happy day 4/3

valentines day = eat hofan

when back from kp

2 leng lui orh...hehez

hong take tis pic when i mam mam-ing

2 leng lui act cute-ing..hahaz

tis all picture i juz grab from my frenz's fs...cuz she always bring camera~
wakaka...cuz she always bring it..so we always take pic then become zi lian jor~
tis all picture is when valentines day..i went kp d^^

2day start exam d...CHE, LK, MT, BI and EST...all oso tembak only la..
i sure die in my add math...==
but quite happy 2day...no so care about tat d...

after finish skul, my mum fetch hong back then we buy food there...
go my dad's office eat it...then wait till 5 something juz back...
really tired..headache somemore...duno y...

reach home straight on9...but din saw any of my frenz on...
so juz check tis check tat and prepare to go pasar malam and play badminton wif 2 sy, hong..
we go pasar malam...kia kia...i long time din go pasar malam d..quite song lur~
saw alot frenz there...wei lun, bao xin, kai sien, angel tan, kar phang, mong szu, fenn n others...
hong help her mum buy vegetables..i juz buy a cane juice and a cookies...

when i kia kia there, u got call me said tat u really no heart to do tat jor..
juz let it go...and said wont do stupid thing out..
u said u will keep find thing to do dun let urself think alot...
u sure can do it d..i know u start work jor..but juz training now..
anyway, gambateh ya....i stay beside u orh...

about 9pm jor, we go pandamaran b to play badminton....it's late oredi..
i 1st time go play wif them..hahaz...quite happy la...
play till about 10.30pm then back d...actually haven reach time d...9pm-11pm...
actually wan go yam cha juz now...but din go d...maybe next week ba...
cuz i really seldom go yam cha at nite...hahaz..shh...
miss you...muackx

how can i do?? 3/3

2day go skul..nothing happen la...
same as usual...
after last period, i still think tat got POL class 2day...
then nvm lo...go tian tian eat lo...wif wei, ling, cheng and leng...

finish eat, my dad oso come fetch me jor..
i have to said sayonara to them lo...
after reach home, straight on9...
on msn lo...dunoy 2day so many frenz wan i open webcam to let them c..
of course i no open..cuz my sister and brother keep kacau behind me
and i very tired...no mood oso...

really tired....2molo exam d...but all haven prepare yet...
everyday juz daze....sms....miss some1....

suddenly, u on9 jor...
find me chat and ask me got receive her comment or not..
he keep ask me..wan know d true...
but u know jor...still sad there..
she treat u like tis, hurt u so deep, u dissappointed on her jor..
y still dun wan action...
then? u still nid my help...
wan i help u call her...will she pick up my call..and wan i posing as ur kai mui...
wan said something about u really love her n wan she dun treat u like tis anymore..
n said thx to me....
i got call her....but she din pick up..
hocai she din pick up, if not wan i said tat kind thing to her...i duno i can or not..
should i be so generous?? i duno i will scold her or shout when talk wif her till very bo song..
u still wan i said to her i jealouse cuz u treat her very good and my bf never treat me like tis..
u keep wan i call her...sms her....
omg, i wan ki siao liao....

sad 2/3

2day i din go skul...y?
i duno..maybe feel tat go skul oso wont concentrate there...
wake up early at 9am, then poom poom lo...
after tat, on9 de...but my mum wan i go office help dad...
i oso go help my dad type out all he wan d document...

go there, happy talk wif my parents..but my heart keep not feeling well...
i go there about 10am - 6pm straight go tuition...
wen oso start tuition physics class d...i sit beside her...
got talk little bit about her problem n my things lo...
wen, we 2 really same type ppl...we annoying annoying and annoying...
about 8 o'clock, almoz finish class jor...u call me
said tat u can't sleep...keep annoy about her things
u ah..always call me in a not gam time..
i wan chat wif u oso can't....

2day keep sms wif some person...
duno y...duno when he got tis thinking...
he oso dun wan tell me...sei ye ah..

area comp...moody day 1/3

luilui

at siang's car

when back home

our gang

yk and me

moody luilui

my ice lemon tea

pinky, yun and ling

2day wake up about 9 o'clock...then 5d do housework
and i still think about will how at kp...really expect...
then go mam-mam wif my family...
manatau we all d place not full then finish...
finally, we got place to sit down eat d...hungry dao pao jor...
but i oso eat little bit only....

about 12, i reach home d..but hong still kat aeon there so i wait her lo..
after tat, her mum fetch us to skul n we go kp by bus..
reach there about 2 something jor, 2day noon very hot oso...
then we rush to toilet and make up...hahaz

everything settle jor, then we start kiakia~
we walk here n walk there...
see got show there we oso go there c c...
i buy a t-shirt...and hong oso..2 for rm40...
then finish jor we sit down and wait them..wait their result n go celebrate 2gether
manatau, suddenly a call said no place for us jor...==
then hocai, li siang oso join them can fetch us..

we wanna go aeon bt2 eat bbq plaza d..but fail to eat...
we change value to bt Jeth...20 ppl there...so yeng..all wear full-u except hong and me
all ppl quite happy cuz finish jor~ all can relax d...
kadet team get first aid 3th..congratulation! hope next year can get good result again...
as adult team, same as wat yn said...dun sad, juz enjoy and get experince during tis comp...
ur already try ur best d...

but me...sad sad..moody moody...
juz now when i eat, my food very delicious..
but i eat little bit really no mood to finish eat jor...
but hong wan i dun sad and muz eat it...
of course i eat it..but eat wif bad mood...
but i oso make my own happy and join them...
take pic wif them....
cuz i know..not many time we can go out like tis...

about 8 something, we all pay jor then back d..
siang fetch me back...when in car, juz hear wat ling, yen and siang talking there only..
then siang ask me y i feel so sad 2day and din talk something d...
i know i not happy 2day and i really cant make my own very happy and talk wif ur very happy..
so i juz diam diam there...

almoz reach home d, u call me again...
ask me izit reach home d...
u said sorry to me and said u really bad mood 2day...
y? y u said sorry to me? y don't u do tat?? y??
dun do tat for her..it not worth anymore....
then my phone no almoz no battery jor and u said i back home sin la..
then doop sound...u off call jor...
ur hear tat and wan i dun sad d...n said goodbye to me...
i nothing d..dun worry...thx ur care~