做爱，不是一种游戏...

 

<做爱，不是一种游戏..?>
女孩点头.. 男孩占有她的身体..
女孩爱男孩..
女孩忍着身体那一瞬间的疼痛..
在结合为一的同时..

女孩咬紧嘴唇没有喊出声..
怕疼痛带来的喊叫会让男孩讨厌..
但相反的..
男孩却不满意的推开女孩，擅自的离开..

男孩不悦的表情.. 让女孩满脸的疑问..
女孩心想：她做错什么了？
女孩躲起来独自的流泪..默默的哭泣..

第二天..
男孩再度来找女孩..
抱着女孩.. 再女孩的耳边说：“我爱你”
虽然女孩不了解男孩一夜的变化..
还是很高兴男孩回来找她..
只因为那一句.. 我爱你 ..
再度被带进房..
女孩还是忍着疼痛.. 没有叫出声..

同样的.. 男孩不满意，擅自离开..
女孩疲惫的躺在床上..
望着男孩狠心离开的背影..
女孩想叫住男孩.. 却毫无力气..
以为隔天男孩还会再回来找她..
但女孩却想错了..

一天..
两天..
一直到两个礼拜..
男孩都没再联络女孩..
女孩心急了..
四处打电话给男孩的朋友..
但似乎串通好的..
没有人接的电话是通的..
女孩好困惑..
她到底做了什么？？
为什么男孩突然音讯全无？
女孩一直认为和男孩是相爱的..
为什么在一次做爱之后全变样了？

这样的困惑一直到手机的信息铃声响了..
女孩看了信息..
原来是男孩传信息来了..
这时.. 女孩才明白..

“ 因为你不会叫，不能满足我，所以你不适合我.. 我们分手吧！”

女孩看完信息后..
彻底的放声大笑..
眼泪却不断的从眼角滑落..
女孩懂了.. 这次女孩真的明白了..
单纯的女孩与男孩交往到现在才三个月多..
女孩爱男孩的心胜过所有..
男孩的要求，女孩尽力达到..
包括献上自己的第一次..
破了自己的第一次..
换来的却是一场.. Ending..
而这一切可笑的原因..
竟然是女孩不能满足男孩性方面的要求..

从那天起..
女孩变了..开始放荡了..
进入酒店..
身体被不知十几个男人占据玩弄过..
一次叫得比一次卖力..
让女孩的身价顿时飙高..
性技巧的功夫满足各式各样的男人..

其中.. 竟然包括了那个男孩..
女孩虽然惊讶..
却还是做完了那一夜的 “工作”..
那一次的结束..
男孩更惊讶女孩的变化..
男孩要求女孩回到他的身边..
女孩只淡淡的回了一声
“先生，15000元，您要付现金还是支票？”

这次女孩的离开让男孩错慌..
女孩的变化是谁造成的？
是他..
男孩心知肚明..
就是这样的巨变..
把女孩弄得身心如此残破不堪..

男人啊.. 男人..
这只是一篇短篇
内容却包含了多大的含意，你懂吗？？
女孩或女人是拿来疼的..
不是用来满足你的生理性需要..

女孩或女人是拿来爱的..
不是用来糟蹋的..
我爱你.. 这三个字..
能让女孩心甘情愿的跟你上床..
当你厌倦了女孩的身体..
把她丢在一边..
等需要时再拿出来玩..
这不是把她当玩具是什么？

你开心了..
那她呢？
身心完全交在你手上..
却因为你一句 “不能满足我” 而把她离弃..
那之前的好呢？

说真的.. 女孩还没看清男孩时..
不要随便给男孩自己的身体..
因为就算女孩把身体给了男孩，也不能保证什么..
所以女孩要想清楚才给男孩身体..
而且给了就不能后悔..
即使后悔也不能把给他的第一次拿回来..

所以说..
男孩不要随便脱女孩的内衣..
女孩不要随便给男孩脱内裤..

【4月24日 -- 日记】

Today, i have learnt about stress management and also time management

This semester is the most hardest in this diploma 

because all management course and also a lot of assignment !

God bless me !

i not really know how to manage my stress

how to release my stress

Suddenly miss my family 

luckily im going back klang this week!

See you =)

【4月20日 -- 日记】

Last sem i was having project & planning management

in this subject, our class have to come out a big project 

it is also part of our assignment, it carries many marks too

Our project for this time is a big project 

[Opening for New College]

at Starhill The Muse Floor 

Unbelievable, we are like event management 

planning this and that

There still damn a lot of things to arrange 

and it only left 3 months 

Last Friday

went to do final touch up in The College Restaurant 

finally, we done to clean the kitchens, bar side and also all the equipment in this restaurant

Restaurant layout temporary was there

but still have to follow up many stuffs

See photos :)

emberlyn and me

rex and me 

why this photo he look like little boy? xD

Took while doing our hardworks

Next, we also took a group photo

All the crew here xD

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After cleaning, back to college to continue my IELTS intensive class

Gambateh ! less than 1 month to go !

i wanna pass my IELTS test ! 

Feel really need to study hard during this sem !

No failure ! No retake pls ><

After class, went to take dinner with my bii and bestie

Went to Times Square to eat our favourite food where we cant get to eat last week

BBQ Plaza 

After that, we were sitting at Share Tea while waiting for our movies start

Movie - Lock Out !

really a nice movie ! Check this out =)

Bii and me

First post in April ! Recent post =)

So long i never update my blog ! 

Again and again ><

Share some of my recent news to all of you

Time pass so fast !

it already 2 years plus I am study in the college !

I'm in my last study semester now

which is the 7th semester

After this semester will go to last training and i gonna graduate

I started this semester at the end of March 

and yet almost every subject have assignment to do everyday

and mostly are group assignment

this is the difficult thing for us because we have very tough subject in this semester

and still have to stay back everyday just to complete the assignment

Friday, no class

but sometime still have to go college for assignments

Stress !!

Last wednesday was public holiday !

Went out with my dear

wanted to watch movie, but everywhere were fully booked !

 wanted to eat bbq plaza but too long queue and end up we ate at Sakae Sushi 

My dear very sayang me, always brought me to eat good food

and now guess what??

 I am FAT girl now ! ><

 

My dear and me 

he cut short his hair again !

Me ! 

Fatty body ><

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Went to my babe's birthday at The Mansion @ Cheras

I still haven get the photo which i took with the birthday girl

My babe and me

We have long time never meet up and take photo like this 

Knew each other since primary school

Same class for so many years 

and now both of us in different college but we still keep contact

Appreciate friendship between primary skul fren and me =)

Sylvia and me again !

My dear also went with me to attend my babe's birthday

because of me, they knew each other too =)

I love this picture because i look slimmer 

haha

That day went to watch "Battleship" with my babes xD

Yanyan and me 

Battleship is really a nice movie !

For those who haven watch, i recommended that you MUST watch this movie !

Battleship is the BEST !

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See you all again !

Just a simple update here =D