Thursday, May 31, 2012

五月の最后一天


时间过の好快
转眼间今天已是五月の最后一天

今晚过了凌晨12点就是六月了
这对我来说真の太快了
快の我有点不能接受

从我开始了学院の生活
18岁到现在20岁
junior变senior
课业越来越多,越来越难
面对の问题也越来越多
逼の我有时真的很难喘气

我现在只想快快读完书
就也要毕业了
也要开始做工因为我不打算再继续读下去
赚钱给爸爸妈妈
赚钱给自己花
其实生活哪有那么简单
很多事说变就变
也不是每件事会如你意
往往这个就是人家说の考验吧

做工
原本是已经有了打算
可是发生点事情
让我不知如何是好
我真的很头痛

这两年里发生了好多好多事
从我是一个单纯小妹妹出来生活
到现在会想前想后の年轻女人

虽然有你陪在我身边
但是大家都各忙各的
我不求什么
只希望你会偶尔の想起我
信息我
打给我
就算只是那一分钟都好
我都很开心了

很快の我真的要一个人生活了
真正の独立
我不懂我是否能适应
我不知我能否应付难题
我怕你不会支持我
我分分秒秒都需要你
有时候
只是







你不了解........

Outing Day ♥

What a busy week
Sorry for no update 
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24th May 2012

Recently, i having my first wine testing for International Wine class
this year wine testing at the college restaurant, Starhill 
because all the things had shirt there due to opening of new college

My classmates are so excited for this wine testing 
Class at 10 o'clock in the morning
And we are like being Mat Salleh, drinking wine in the morning


This time we can test with proper glass
Red & White Wine Glass, Champagne Class

I only take photo with my classmates when we are having champagne
is kind of different experience because all of us really like drinking and test it


Vivian and me


Emberlyn (Drunk Face) and me


Sarah and me
She is Malay, although she couldn't drink but she also enjoy this class


Rex and me


Sarah and me again
Acting cute xD

2 hours wine testing and test for 3 different types of wine
What can i said is AWESOME !!
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25th May 2012
I went out with my dear and we have 2 weeks never meet up
So miss him >.<


Finally i can wear back my dress 
because last time too fat to wear it, not nice :(

Dear brought me to ss2 Mall for dinner
and we walked around this place
both of us never go there


Dear and me 
He love act cute xD

After that, we also went to somewhere else yam cha with my babes 


New sunglass ! Nice ? Or kinda weird ><
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26th May 2012
Since i have nothing to do today
I went out with my classmate = bestie 

Both of us dating
Having our lunch and TS food & tea
chit chat for whole afternoon OMG
Walk around to find wallet because he wanna buy father's day present
I did bought something for myself but not for dad x.x

Then we watch movie together
Bad Girl 
This movie not bad, talked about love 
and is the first taiwanese idol movie i watch at cinema
because i always watch taiwanese drama :)


Rex and me
We are best friend xD
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27th May 2012
Today have Pool Party @ Jade Hills Kajang
I have two tickets so is kind of suffer for me to think should i go or not
At the end, i found my babe to accompany me there

Around 8pm, we reach there
and this was the first time we went to pool party
Is a WOW thing for me !

Get to enter in, find my friends and we start enjoy there
Both of us are first-timer
and i bit not feeling well when i just came out from my condo
We went into the restrooms and take photo
both of us never meet up for a long time 


Corrine and me
She become prettier and slim down a lot


From what i understand about her, is she love talking, act rude and like kid
not really like wearing high heels
but now, she changed a lot
No rude anymore, not acting like kids anymore
Become Mature girl already
Of cuz i feel happy for her
Hope she can stay pretty and happy everyday 


Both of us 
Latest body shape
hmm, i still fat ><


I love this photo because both of us look so slim yeh xD


Then, of cuz i want to take my photo with my latest body shape
Many people said i slim down already
but i haven measure my weight yet ><
What i know is i wanna aim for 50kg and then 45kg
Wow, some people ask me not to diet until so thin
because they said wont feel i'm fat at all due to my height is 160++

My pet daughter - Niiko Milk
She is the DJ there but she going to leave M'sia soon for better new life
Of cuz i will always support her since she already made the decision


My lui and me
She look small size and i look like qiant ><
because i'm wearing high heels and obviously i'm fat :(

We just sit down somewhere, listen the music and enjoy seeing people playing around
Guys love to throw ladies into pool

When those guys wanna throw me, i said No Way ! I nt feeling well...
Some of them believe me but some of them is like persuade me
At the end, last half hour going to end this party
guys get the chance of throwing me and my babe into pool
because i'm not holding my phone, argh

But it was fun =)
I will go again and if i get the chance again
and hopefully no pain, no feeling bad
so i can enjoy and play at the party


Last photo
my lui and me 
So sweet and i love her 
Gonna miss her 99 >.<

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

My Life, Recent Update ♥

Last week, my beloved babe broke up with her boyfriend
She was so sad during that few days
She cried and told me hows she broke up on phone
I was so sad that time but i knew i cannot cry 
Because she need my support 
I just accompany her whenever she need me
Because i know she need my care and love 

Being her babe and pet luilui
I try to chill her up 
2 years relationship is not easy 
But end up like this
Who can predict?
What i can said is sometime don't put too much feelings on it
If not, you will so hurt enough if ending like this
Don't said we are bad, we are just protecting ourselves not being hurt

And she promise me to try her best to forget him
And start her new single life now 
She want to keep fit and be a pretty girl
Know more people and enjoy her life
We make a deal that want to diet together and be pretty girl
We are on the way :D

We went out together and have fun
I know some part deep inside her heart is still sad
What i can do just hug her and comfort her
I will always stay by her side
Friendship forever ♥

Love her ♥


Just ignore my chubby look :(

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Next, Let's talk about myself
This few days busying accompany my babe 
And also study hard for my mid-term test
Hopefully i can pass
Because i really have no confidence for this PM's test
Must study hard for final exam and other assignment already

Besides, I actually practicing my accounting calculation
After learn all the calculation, must start with all the theory, oh gosh
Thanks someone actually willing to teach us FOC 

Then, i also working hard with my all my assignments
Currently still have pending of 2 assignments
Which are International Wine & Health, Safety & Risk Management
But have to present it by tomorrow and the day after tomorrow 
Good Luck for me !
No failure pls !

Hmm, been a few weeks that i never go back my hometown - Klang
I miss my family 
But sometime i just feel like not going back home 
Because of the rules and regulation at home
Feel frustrated sometime 
That's why i know i have to be alone in KL during weekend
But at least i have my freedom
I can wake up late and do whatever i want to do without anyone ordering
Besides that, i love KL's life
I swear i will just continue staying in KL after i graduate in diploma
Just look for job in KL then :)

Then, my condo's contract gonna end soon
It just 1 year contract, until end of June
So i am looking around other units in this condo and continue rent
I love this condo because it is so convenient
Here have all kinds of transportation nearby
Terminal Bus Station, Taxi, Monorail, LRT
And the facilities here are awesome 
Swimming pool, basketball court and gym 
So i can save my money to pay for using outside pool or gym
Security is so strict until i also cannot stand for it
Only the bad thing is food 
I Love to eat !
But nearby here mostly are mamaks, less Chinese restaurant
I mostly cook myself or go out take meal with my friends 

I think that's all i want to update and things happened recently
Stay happy and welcome everyday !


I miss you because i need you by my side
I love you because you love me
Please hold me tight if you are the one 

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

【男人必看】了解你身边の女人

人总是希望女人学会坚强~学会独立~
但当女人真的学会时~她也不再需要你了~
因为你再也看不到她脆弱の那一面~
更加看不到她内心深处の感情~

男人总是希望女人不要把事情埋在心里~
但往往却无法去体谅女人说出来后の脆弱~
或许女人在乎の都是小事~
但对女人而言往往最令自己受伤的无非就是男人口中の小事~

如果无法在女人说出心里话の给她一个拥抱~
不如就别问了~
因为你们不懂~
当女人说出来时~
有多么の脆弱~
而你们不以为然の态度或是想太多の言语更加刺伤她の心~

女人要の真的不多~
她不需要你有非常俊俏の外表~
她不需要你有多到花不完の金钱~
她不需要你有非常多样化の浪漫~

她要の只不过是你适时の给她一个深情の吻~
她要の只不过是你适时の给她一个温暖の拥抱~
她要の只不过是你空闲时の给她一个短短の关心~
她要の只不过是你空闲时の给她一个少许の想念~
她要の只不过是你亲亲の在她耳边说声老婆我好想你~好爱你~
简简单单の事就足以让一个女人感动流泪~
女人只是想要依偎在你身边当个小猫咪~
为了爱你什么都愿意舍去~
就是这么の傻~这么の笨~

看看身边の女人是否也如此~
三不五时の打通电话给你~只是为了听听你の声音~
三不五时の传封简讯给你~只是为了想要多关心你~
三更半夜撑着精神不睡觉~只是为了等待深夜未归の你~
三更半夜不睡觉跑去你家~只是为了想多看你几眼~
三天两头在你面前掉眼泪~只是为了想要你抱着哄哄她~

多关心一点你身边の女人~
当她不在关心你~不再想念你~不再需要你~
就算你再后悔~也无法挽回她残脆不堪の心~ 

Sunday, May 13, 2012

习惯,是最难平复の伤口

今天一整天都呆在家
其实一大堆の东西都等着我去做
可是不知怎么我就没心情做任何东西

上网
听歌
信息你
你却不回我
躺在床上发呆
心想你到底想想我

为了不让自己想那么多
就继续看我の戏
煮东西吃
边吃边看戏

用了两个钟才吃完我の食物
继续看戏
洗澡
温习功课
------------------------------------------
很多时候
自己都不知道要些什么
想要这样又怕会不忍心
想要那样又怕舍不得

很多事
忍过忍过就习惯了
习惯,往往都是最难平复の伤口

你总爱道歉
可是又有谁知道道歉の背后是藏着什么真相
好听の道歉
简单一句の道歉
习惯性の道歉
我已心淡

要是道歉了
还是一直重复着一样の错事
那道歉也没有用

因为

你不知道某些时刻,我有多么难过

你不知道,没有回应的等待,真的让人很累


Saturday, May 12, 2012

何谓【爱】


何谓【爱】

一起了差不多两年了
近期竟然听到我不不曾听过的话
顿时哭了

一路来我们经历了那么多
那么多の人想搬弄是非让我们散
那么多の人看低我们这段感情
可是我们都撑过来了
因为我们都相信对方
不乱听外面の风言风语


可能你觉得
你我在不同の地方
你我の世界也不同
但那么久以来
你知道我做人对人是怎样的
你也清楚我要读好书の目的是什么
我以为你体谅我の立场
但....我希望这只是你一时の气话

两个人一起最重要の还是【信任】
没了信任说什么都没用
如果你不信我或真的觉得我不是你想要の
就直接跟我说

因为我会试着去接受

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

难忘の一晚

8/5/2012
昨天是我最开心的一晚
因为我宝贝den和亲爱の妈咪跟我一起出去

我们玩的好开心
虽然那一晚的时间不是很长
可是我们都很珍惜

当然我们也拍了好多好多照片


妈咪yanyan和我


还有我の宝贝den


我们都超爱拍照の
因为这已经是我们の嗜好了
去到哪拍到哪
最开心の时刻
那一刻の心情
一张照片
就会让我想回当时の情景
回忆都是不会忘の


哈哈
好胖の我们都在努力减肥中
祝我们减肥成功咯


我跟这宝贝是最要好の朋友
好想好想她
因为好久都没见了
我好开心她来KL会来找我
我也希望我们の友谊永远不会变
好期待她下次来KLの时候


我们の合照
友谊永固


爱死你们了 

Monday, May 7, 2012

【5月6日 -- 日记】

Sunday morning i went to KLCC Beauty Expo
because my dear having competition there
of course i will go and support him
Being his fans and supporter

When i reach, they almost done the hair cut


Dear and his model


Titus, my dear's colleague
and his model


Took a photo before cat walk


Congratulate my dear and Titus got the present in this semi-final competition !
Gain experience, learn it and prepare for another fight in the future !
Gambateh ! 

【5月5日 -- 日记】

Saturday went out with my babes 
so long never meet her jor 
So happy that she came kl to play 

We went to Sg Wang to buy things
Then took bus to go The Garden 


In the bus
She was posing with her sunglasses

About 1 hour, then we reached there
We went to Red Box to sing K
So long never go to sing K
and today i met many new friends 
but i only manage to take photo with a person only


Daph and me 
Glad to knowing her 
She is cute =)

We enjoyed to sing K there
finally i can stress out too !
Thanks babe 

Friendship forever 
Denden and me xD

【5月4日 -- 日记】

Celebrate Second Anniversary in this college 
which mean we are the seniors now
Last year student 

210s
We having pot luck session
Just simple update about this celebration


Vivian and me
she is the current GM of the class


Lampard and me
Best singer in our college 


Nick and me 

All of us have fun and so enjoy !
All playing champagne shower like crazy !
but i love ! Because we are 2/10 
How crazy are us 
Fuiyoh 

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

BBQ Pool Party

30/4/2012
Our class Dip 2/10 (I) having an event at Mr David's place
Mr David which is my Total Quality Management's Lecturer
but he going for his career at another place 
so today is the last day with him
we are having this event for gathering and also farewell for him

After class from 10am to 5pm, we rush to his place

 Start from left (Sarah, Me, Mr David and Joanna)

  Sarah and me

 Guys are doing the hardwork

Sarah, Joanna and me


Start bbq 


Rex and me


Emberlyn and me


Kenneth and me

Last, Must take a group photo !
Here you go !


Dip 2/10 (I) and Mr David 

Thanks Mr David for teaching us about 1 month
We will remember you and will keep contact with you !

Take good care :)